You don't get it. I was around when Temsco crashed 3 helicopters in one day. You were probably popping zits in middle school. I've been around this industry and alaska long enough to be tired of seeing the same stupid mistakes made time and time again. If you want sympathy and hugs you came to the wrong place. If you want to learn something and grow as a pilot I suggest you face reality. To not call it early, stay at base and go in and have some beers to fly another day, pretty much sayas it all. Maybe Temsco needs a culture change. Maybe YOU need a culture change.